You don't even want to know the things that I think I am not a good person. Remember how bad of a person I really am. I guess it's like I don't mean to be over dramatic, but it's like there's a demon inside of me. There's nothing, literally nothing that you could have done you've all tried so hard to help me. The groups pioneering music utilized minimalist electronic instrumentation, including synthesizers and primitive drum machines, and their early performances were confrontational and often ended in violence. It feels like that.īut I don't want anyone to feel like it was their fault. Suicide was an American musical duo composed of vocalist Alan Vega and instrumentalist Martin Rev, intermittently active between 19. And they're standing on the window ledge and they have a choice whether or not to jump and get away from the fire or just stay and die a slow, excruciating death. And I just don't see how this is a bad idea because it's like someone's on the 12th floor, and the room behind them is on fire. But I've been like this for so long, and there's still a chance that the worst day might still be coming. You know, the doctor prescribed Prozac for depression and anxiety, but those are just fancy words for "selfish." I know that I'm going to hurt everyone who loves me, and I really do love them too. Sometimes it hurts so bad that I throw up, and sometimes I just get panic attacks. at one point we were also called american pleasure club, as well as a bunch of other names, but who really cares anyway Sam Ray writes all the songs & records almost all of em.
It feels like I'm being swallowed whole into myself. I know it's not OK for me to be doing this, but I just can't do this anymore.
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